An dup\u0103 an lucrurile se schimb\u0103 \u00eenc\u00e2t la 7-8 ani distan\u0163\u0103 e\u015fti cu totul o alt\u0103 persoan\u0103. Dac\u0103 \u0163in minte bine de la biologie chiar \u015fi la nivel celular. Vorba lung\u0103, vorba scurt\u0103: am pl\u0103cerea de ceva vreme \u00eencoace s\u0103 experimentez o fericire, fericire, fericire rar\u0103 – nu e extraordinar\u0103 – dar la care ajunsesem s\u0103 visez \u00een tumultoasele, ha!, tinere\u0163i neostenite \u015fi far’ de prihan\u0103, a\u015f!, from my early twenties – perioad\u0103 care a ajuns \u00een ultimul timp s\u0103-mi fie etalon de semiperfec\u021biune de la 1) pielea catifelat\u0103 (cine cunoa\u015fte, \u0219tieee) \u015fi 2) de la mintea nevirusat\u0103\/neinfectat\u0103 de d., de la depre… mari dezechilibre.<\/p>\n
E totu\u015fi lung\u0103 :) \u015fi nici – ba da, da-mi dau seama c\u0103-i ru\u015finos-infantil. Las\u0103. E vorba de o MINUNAT\u0102 stare erotico-amoroso-sentimental\u0103 \u00een care nu \u021bii la nimeni. Dar la nimeni-nimeni-nimeni. Pentru mine unul e o performan\u0163\u0103, tot timpul am fost b\u00e2ntuit dah <<pasiuni>> care dintre care mai ‘mistuitoare’, mai ap\u0103s\u0103toare, ba chiar de c\u00e2teva ori obsesive care \u00eemi ocupau tot timpul \u015fi m\u0103 lipseau de echilibru, fiind o component\u0103 important\u0103 a…, dar lu\u00e2nd – \u0219i nu d\u00e2nd. S\u0103 nu conteze nimeni, s\u0103 nu te intereseze, s\u0103 nu-\u0163i pese (oh tu, \u00eenc\u00e2ntare!), s\u0103 te fereasc\u0103… Sf\u00e2ntul. S\u0103 fie bine, ca s\u0103 nu… ca s\u0103 nu. \u015ei culmea – zic eu – e de la lumina solar\u0103 \u015fi \u0163ine undeva la c\u00e2teva s\u0103pt\u0103m\u00e2ni consecutive pe an: undeva dup\u0103 sf\u00e2r\u015fitul iernii p\u00e2n\u0103 c\u00e2nd natura nu se dezamore\u015fte furtunos prin luna mai. \u00cen rest t\u00e2nje\u015fti, sau \u00ee\u0163i pas\u0103 sau iube\u015fti, sau ur\u0103\u015fti sau te g\u00e2nde\u015fti, sau imaginezi la cineva. Va.<\/p>\n
“\u015ei unde ai fost asear\u0103?” “P\u0103i am fost la film, pe urm\u0103 m-am \u00eent\u00e2lnit cu voi \u015fi urm\u0103 am fost la M. \u015fi am b\u0103ut o bere. Pe urm\u0103 am ie\u015fit \u00een 13 – de fapt dup\u0103 fundul cuiva, \u00een fine, \u015fi am stat ceva acolo \u015fi dup\u0103 care am fost \u00een Doors, \u015fi a fost mi\u015fto, era lume, am stat p\u00e2n\u0103 la 3 c\u00e2nd s-a spart. Era muzic\u0103 mi\u015fto. \u015ei m-am \u00een\u00e2lnit cu B., era \u015fi el acolo. \u015ei am v\u0103zut-o \u015fi pe A., era cu cineva.” “Tu?” “Ne-am dus acas\u0103 \u015fi ne-am culcat.” Este \u00eendeajuns? \u015ei \u00eentr-un sens \u015fi \u00een cel\u0103lalt \u0163i-o faci cu m\u00e2na ta. Iar c\u00e2nd sunt implica\u0163i \u015fi al\u0163ii, \u00eei la\u015fi. Alegi. \u015ei ce dac\u0103, important e s\u0103 func\u0163ioneze.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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